i feel surprised that my heart can easily changing. when i attracted to someone (especially guy) i will totally into it for sometime, but when i feel that “well, its more than enough for adoring him now” and get bored, i decide to stop.
i look back and ask myself, why i crazy on him at that time? is he so that charm? what is his charm? and then i just laughing to myself for my sillyness, crazyness, and stupidity acts at that time.
after i moved on,i feel like who is he and what i did at my adoring period was nothing.
is my love feeling for a guy extracly so funny like this, or i just a type of weirdo girl who can keep my feeling for any longer?
all i know, i dont like to act fake and pretending that the feeling is still there. i know, he will hurt when i say this, all i can do just “i am sorry” and i feel sorry for that.
i think to be honest is the best way to end it than i lie to him and myself bout my own feeling.
so sorry for being bad girl. :,(
all you should know, theres no regret for loving you and loved by you. All beautiful memories that we had, i will treasure it forever